Casual Sex is just that...It is Casual!

I went to night clubs all the time and you may hook up here or there. This is normal.

The older you get, the hardier this process is. One person likes the other personal and there are always a slew of issues that may follow and for some pregnancy or unprotected sex is their issue.

My dreams are becoming sexually intense. I find myself having sex with both genders and waking up like...What the hell was that mess?

I do not want to hook up with random badass' all day.

God is not trying to hook up with people in dream worlds either. This is a mess.

I am Not sure what to do.

When I was younger when I used to dream about sex, I would usually get up almost immediately afterwards.

I wish I never had sex in the first place.

Now I have a long novel of people I had sex with that I regret.

I feel cheap and I hate feeling this way.

My self-esteem is fine though.

I struggle with those sexual dreams and the presence of something forming on me. I watched porn, then I felt something form in my genitals. This is not a traditional hallucination.

I started watching horror movies (again). This did not reverse the other stuff either.

I do not want a meaningful relationship and I surely do not want casual sex.